“I was so confused. …As crazy as this seems, I’ve always had a kind of resentment of myself. I never knew what I was going to do. In the back of my mind I always feared something like this would happen”

“How did I let this happen to me? … I go to school. I’m learning all the time. You must understand there is some good in me,” he said.


With Christian music playing in the background – the station the patrol car’s radio was tuned to – Hotz went on to say he was confused and again said he didn’t know how he’d let it happen.

I can't say that i blame anyone for the way they feel about this, but there are some things that need to be straightened out, and if you don't believe me then it is your loss because i know this for sure. first of all, Kenny never smuggled any drugs into chadron, there are plenty of drugs here to go around just like in almost any town. If there is a market for drugs they will find there way in and Kenny was not stupid enough to try and bring them all the way from Florida. Second of all, Joey never grew any mushrooms. There were three syringes of spores that were bought and only one syringe was used and it was used a long time ago and the experiment failed miserably. Those mushrooms were bought in chadron. I don't know who they bought them from, but i know for sure that neither of them grew them. I am going to keep the rest of my opinions to myself because there are way too many people on here that act like they know what happened. There are only two people who know what happened and neither of them is me or any of you.