March 2014: Ghost of Chance

"I had panic attacks worse than the vintage '01 jobs. I glimpsed women in restaurants and sent them gooey notes. They all blew me off."

"I got light-headed words out. 'I love you', 'I'm scared' and 'I've got to go home' are all I remember."

"My theme was, you must change me and I must protect you. It was highly specious and unassailably tender."

- Ellroy, The Hilliker Curse

You Know the Flow Sick, Came in on the Small Bus

East, West, and Quiet, Could Roos

Key of Dreams

Φύσις κρύπτεσθαι φιλεῖ

The God whose oracle is at Delphi neither speaks plainly nor conceals, but indicates by signs

לשון הרע - 27/3

 NOT AN EXACT SCIENCE

צרעת

 *Delete FB
*Pack
*Gold Bracelet?
*MTN Dew
*Amy
*Ziploc bags
*Tape







live somewhere nice, far away from here 
tell each other how much we love one another
be good people, have morals
laugh about right now
fall in love over and over again

Grail Romances

Things we're gonna do on 10/29/14 and after

             If you came this way,
Taking the route you would be likely to take
From the place you would be likely to come from,
If you came this way in may time, you would find the hedges
White again, in May, with voluptuary sweetness.
It would be the same at the end of the journey,
If you came at night like a broken king,
If you came by day not knowing what you came for,
It would be the same, when you leave the rough road
And turn behind the pig-sty to the dull facade
And the tombstone. And what you thought you came for
Is only a shell, a husk of meaning
From which the purpose breaks only when it is fulfilled
If at all.

Daughter - lookin' for an even break

Daddy's Demesne

Edelweiss

Don't think my chosen venue of suicide would be Asda but nothing suprises me in Shipley

Asif someone's actually gone into Shipley Asda and slit her throat with one of their knives:|

What a cunt that person is killing themself in asda do it where no one can see. Kids would of seen that #SickFuck #shipley #asda

So some nice lass has walked into asda in Shipley and slit her own throat. What is this world coming too

Bit random at asda Shipley.

Horizon Circle (Windermere)

Long Roads

 And under the oppression of the silent fog
The tolling bell
Measures time not our time, rung by the unhurried
Ground swell, a time
Older than the time of chronometers, older
Than time counted by anxious worried women
Lying awake, calculating the future,
Trying to unweave, unwind, unravel
And piece together the past and the future,
Between midnight and dawn, when the past is all deception,
The future futureless, before the morning watch
When time stops and time is never ending;

I must be gone: there is a grave
Where daffodil and lily wave,
And I would please the hapless faun,
Buried under the sleepy ground,
With mirthful songs before the dawn.
His shouting days with mirth were crowned;
And still I dream he treads the lawn,
Walking ghostly in the dew,
Pierced by my glad singing through,
My songs of old earth's dreamy youth:
But ah! she dreams not now; dream thou!
For fair are poppies on the brow:
Dream, dream, for this is also sooth.

Care For The People On The Edge Of The Night

endless
nameless


"And love dares you to change our way of caring about ourselves..."

LET US NOW PRAISE FAMOUS MEN

For Keiron, Sean, Laurence & Paul K


Spring equinox 2014 rites


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confuse children with angels

Star69

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