“I was so confused. …As crazy as this seems, I’ve always had a kind of resentment of myself. I never knew what I was going to do. In the back of my mind I always feared something like this would happen”

“How did I let this happen to me? … I go to school. I’m learning all the time. You must understand there is some good in me,” he said.


With Christian music playing in the background – the station the patrol car’s radio was tuned to – Hotz went on to say he was confused and again said he didn’t know how he’d let it happen.

I can't say that i blame anyone for the way they feel about this, but there are some things that need to be straightened out, and if you don't believe me then it is your loss because i know this for sure. first of all, Kenny never smuggled any drugs into chadron, there are plenty of drugs here to go around just like in almost any town. If there is a market for drugs they will find there way in and Kenny was not stupid enough to try and bring them all the way from Florida. Second of all, Joey never grew any mushrooms. There were three syringes of spores that were bought and only one syringe was used and it was used a long time ago and the experiment failed miserably. Those mushrooms were bought in chadron. I don't know who they bought them from, but i know for sure that neither of them grew them. I am going to keep the rest of my opinions to myself because there are way too many people on here that act like they know what happened. There are only two people who know what happened and neither of them is me or any of you.

I miss you so much. Have been thinking about you a lot. Had a dream about us in middle school. It was great. Love you Jenna

its my birthday .... i wish you were here... i miss you so fuckin much .. i had i break down last night im sure you heard me .. but..... I MISS YOU .. i love you .. i hate this... i will see you sooner than yo know ... i love you baby

i was just thinkin about you.... i miss you so much... they say its saposed to go away .. but it doesnt

yea shes is lovely and i wud like to get to know her alot more as i like wat i hear from everyone and i like wat i c from her txt messages.
ur so lucky to have the pleasure of her company most of the time.

wat u up to atm xx

He was well known to the police in Preston and had only recently moved to the York Street area of Clayton-le-Moors.

was wondering whether there was any job vacancies at lil teds.

To be honest, I think that by taking God away and by handing us more freedom than we can handle, our nation has spoiled us to the point that we have no morals and we dehumanize one another. We don't look at other humans as having families, friends, jobs, and school anymore. They're just a walking lump of flesh. My mother is an amazing woman and she has always meant well by everything she does but when she handed me the reigns to my own life when I was 13 or 14, my life went downhill. She thought by giving me the control, it would make us friends. Holding kids in captivity until they're adults is NOT the answer, but allowing kids to act as adults even though they're still in the parents' care has led to a nation of out of control, unpredictable , drug-headed, sex-crazed, murdering teenagers. Parents, you cannot throw parenting out of the window and become your child's friend. It's a careful balancing act and in order to maintain your control, you have to be the bad guy sometimes. Being a friends is okay when it comes to shopping or comforting but teens need a firm hand more than anything in those years. I'm only 18 and when someone my age says that we're out of control, we need help.

"Softly Softly" Woman's World (1972)

ALAMI, Ahmad Saded-Din (Doctor): murder of Deborah Ann CARSON, Nicholas John SCOTT, Martin Stuart LONGHORNE (all children) on 17 February 1972 in Blackpool Victoria Hospital by stabbing. Convicted (file)

Subject to closure for periods up to 100 years

Sheik Saad al-Din Jalal al-Alami, the senior Muslim cleric of Jerusalem and the occupied West Bank, died today. He was 82.

He died of heart failure, his son and doctor, Ahmed al-Alami, said.

Page 12 the SPANISH VANGUARD FRIDAY, 18 FEBRUARY OF 1972 FRIGHTFUL CRIME OF a SUPPOSED MANIACO Died MEMOS to stabs UM English hospital Blackpoc! (England), 17. - An Individual, supposedly tared mint! , it penetrated the past dawn in the Hospital d@ this city and gave death to three children with a dagger, escaping next, after to have caused also hurt to another boy and two nurses. The police has realised a meticulous search by the environs dei Hospital - that counts on 900 beds and by a next park, without to have managed to find sign some of the aggressor, who according to eyewitnesses, is a young man, high, with dark hair and foreign accent. “With Mediterranean aspect”, they add the primaros information. The police has established control posts in all the highways that leave from this city of the northwest of England. According to the authorities inform, e! Individual in cues* tión arrived at the second pifo from the Hospital on the 01.00 from today, soücHando would be facilitated him pills against insomnia. Next, and without nothing made hope its reaction, removed a knife and stabbed in the chest to two nurses who were on watch. One of the nurses, what was seriously wound, telephone crawled until ei and gave the alarm. At those moments the terrified ones could be heard shouts of the infantile room, where the assassin went of bed in bed stabbing to small ios. It obtained to escape after to have attacked four children, three of which they passed away in the act. The three small ones that was dead have been Identified like Deborach Carson, of 4 years; Martin Langhorne, of 2, and Nicholas Scott, also of 2 years. Another small one of two years, Darren Quamer, is outside danger after to be hurt. The two nurses hurt by ei maníaco, Dorothy Simpson and Christien Nuttail, Were surgically taken part with all urgency, being obtained to save their lives. The doctors of! hospital administered sedatives a the small ones that was in the room where it produced the brutal aggression. It is possible that it tries to repeat e! crime: The detective} efe, superintendent Jose Mounsey, director of the brigade of Criminal Investigation of the county of Lancaster, he said that it was very possible that the maníaco he will try to repeat his crime. Mounsey said: “We have sent a description of man to all the police stations of police of Great Britain and we have warned the hospitals, especially in the zone dei county of Lancaster, the possibility of a repetition of the crime.” Macabre coincidence Few hours before the murder, one of ios programs more popular of the British television serial the police “Softly, Softly” was dedicated to describe imaginary case in ei that a man stabbed and gave death to its son of 10 years. The program gave numerous details of how the crime could be realised, but finally the assassin falls into the hands of justice. The criminal, a possible morphine addict Tonight a suspect, the man who plaited esparto rope done to lift the blockade of the highways that lead a Blackpool and relaxed the tension of the police, helps effectively to the elucidation of done ios. The great one it hunts seems to have borne his fruit, and the enigma of the triple assassin could be solved in a moment. The track followed iniciatmente by Mr. Mounsey was very clear. The superintendent thought that only a morphine addict could react with violence before nurses that they refused to facilitate a sleeping pill to him. And only morphine addict could extend his iracundia until the limit to assassinate three ill children. The field of the suspicions was reduced, then, to the world of the addict ones to drugs, one of which is being Person questioned, to hour I backed water to relay, by the police, while the search of the criminal yielded aunt and in the ambient one floats the hope of which nobody, tonight, will threaten the dream of children. (Of our editor F.A.G. and of APEfe agency.)