ANTIOCH STALEMATE 3

There's no mercy, all this again when we're all not well. This serves no purpose to anyone, there's nothing new here it just reopens old wounds so we can all suffer again. I've had all the threats, abuse and insults already i'm not going to justify myself ever again.  He's not an angry man with me, he's very calming and understanding of my wild temper i can't support his right to die because he's been wise and i've been stupid, i'll never be the same without him. He'll never know what he means to me, i listen to these tapes, they're film soundtracks and very old records he sent me they remind me of the old days i remember. I don't think we get along very well he out thinks me every step of the way and i like to win sometimes. It's a long story but in spite of everything that's gone wrong i'm deeply fond of him, i'm tired of being called a sicko and a weirdo he isn't the same as he used to be but there's no second chances in this life i know that from experience. Peace to us all, thank you.