Oscar Moment

Hi Xxxxxx, First off apologies for me becoming more and more embarrassingly drunk and oafish as the night went on yesterday - I was overexcited...
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I may not have been as much of a friend as I could be over the years, I can be a real xxxxx xxxx but I hope you know I love you very much, I am hugely proud to know you and if there is ever anything I can do for you I would try. Alright, Xxxxx xxxxxxxx over, CONGRATULATIONS and thank you so much. ///Xxxxx

 For hours the specialists considered whether his words showed "true guilt" or "neurotic guilt". They used a language no outsider could readily comprehend as they tried to make distinctions over how much in his case "the human order of being is disturbed", and how far he might have experienced "existential guilt arising from a specific act"