It is a beautiful book and full of nuance, best thing I've ever written. She is just annoyed about being outed as a drug fiend and realising that she has to stop now that everyone knows and it can't be next week once she feels a bit better etc etc for the indefinite future until it kills her. Trying to keep her alive. Might not work of course. Would be a waste of a good piece of crazy ass if she dies young though. And I think she has more great ridiculous Gong Show 'sound art' and writing to do.
Damn Dave I gotta get dressed and shower and go out shopping and it all feels insurmountable.
1-2-3 do the Oz Oz Alice blink. Many things may be deduced from the diagrams which, it is preferable, should be studied silently rather than divulged openly in words.


