A Carefully Limited Glance At The Edges Of A Worldwide System

 "See You At Love Field"

Limited Hangout Series

he believed his mother, Rebecca Cope, was an assassin posing as his mother and had been hired to kill him. He told police he attacked her in December 2016 because she told him to rub olive oil on a new cutting board — something, he said, his real mother would never ask him to do

When found at her address on 2 September 2012 she was “malnourished and on the balance of probability had previously consumed significant quantities of alcohol. She had ketoacidosis. On the balance of probability, she was not taking her medication, Risperidone. She had neglected herself”.

5/2 Relief

Sent: 25 June 2013 16:58
Subject: existential exercises

Cool, look forward to that. Looking at the copy I kept the side with handwritten credits is really scruffy and unprofessional looking but seems to reflect the chaos and trouble of finishing the record and general alcoholic disorder.

Today I thought I was being followed round Tesco by actors hired by intelligence agencies, then that I was being followed home by military freemasons. I get so fucking cliched in my delusions. Pretty shaky physically too with lots of tremors and paralysis. The drinking last weekend was truly liver dissolving.

September Song

Tuesday, 19 September 2017 at 01:50 UTC+01

soo tired and showtime again tomorrow

Friday, 22 September 2017 at 05:58 UTC+01

many doors opened quickly for us and the welcome was unbelievably warm and beautiful

Saturday, 23 September 2017 at 04:46 UTC+01

I was praying before for the first time in a longlong time

Eagles!!

Predictive (for Millie)

the first thing that came to mind in relation to 'alfred' was 'king Alfred who burnt the cakes' as in the eldest taschmann...so look for burn marks, I suppose...."ceramic hobs programming" replies MI5 ONLINE...the only people who have identified themselves so far - 'publicly' that is (everybody else is undercover and under wraps)....are my family and THE CERAMIC HOBS (i.e. the 'i'm just out of rampton' brigade - a reference to a london mental hospital)...why would he scrutinise me - to find out whether or not i was HH?....seeing as HH had been as tall as kate wood...towering above rodway, who was tall enough (five foot 7 and a half)...i have to be careful here because HH had been wearing high heels (the time that i met her, in the late 90s)...for example, i was to remember that HH hated curry...she was to tell rodway as much....citing 'channa' as her very worst 'hate' out of all of indian cuisine...HH had decided to do something around 'delimiters'....with 'separators' as a front...and yes, you've guessed it...this is all about the 'oracle' as in the 'gift of prophecy' let us say...and the all-seeing-eye...go figure...at any rate, they used to serve it at langley juniors, at dinnertime....but used to call it chicken fricasse.....bits of chicken that have 'fallen apart' in white sauce....whatever....is this something about the high holborn HH and their programming?as in the HH...otherwise known as the HEN HOUSE..... ....the HH....it is a british intelligence department....in HIGH HOLBORN....commonly known as the HEN-HOUSE....our dance is a CHICKEN one....inspired by movements from black dance history.... but really a pisstake of the HH..

Arc Of Complaint

Subject: RE: Black Pudding.
Date: Sun, 12 Jul 2015 11:44:47 +0000

There is a woman in my bed needing more sleep before she drives home, meanwhile I took Kate to the park after leaving her here and blurted 'I don't wanna split up' - maybe it is out of my system for a while now? I came back as our bandmates aren't playing until almost two. I need to pack ol' dangerous curves off home and get back there in an hour. It all feels complex but better than a kick in the teeth although that may happen yet

Victimology

 I am hugely intrigued to know what you thought about the little book, whether you remember things differently, whether you hugely dispute anything, whether I am an arse for writing it. One of my readers said everyone in the book should be honoured to be in it because it's so great but he is just a sycophant. I guess if you hate it and are annoyed to have it out there, at least you know never to trust a writer again (and at least unlike many people you weren't openly named).

I just deleted the fb I've had for a year today and it feels wonderful and liberating yet again - absolutely grotesque website. Pretty depressed, tired and jaded here of late, trust things better there! Was good seeing you dancing at that gig.